Blessed beyond Words

Where do I even begin is what I am asking myself this morning.
Today is my 29th birthday and I woke up celebrating because I am thankful for the life God has given me, the wonderful husband he has blessed me with, great family and great friends all around me, and two very special adorable children He has brought into my life. My cup runneth over, and yet He still blesses me with more each day, I do not deserve this.
Today, I woke up overjoyed, knowing in just a few months I will be traveling to Cambodia with some great ladies to serve alongside them, loving and encouraging girls at Rapha House. I am blessed.
The Holy Spirit has been nudging me to do more recently. God has given me so many opportunities to love on others, to love on orphans, to travel to different countries, to live and serve in Haiti. He has opened my eyes to what truly matters and that the things of this world are nothing. He has changed me and molded me and I desire more of Him in my life each day.
So after much prayer, and a powerful day only the Holy Spirit orchestrated together; I will be going to Cambodia in June.
I always have dreamed taking a trip like this to serve, but thought I could never leave my kids, I would never have the money, etc.
And yet God shook me yesterday and said, "Daughter, I brought you those two sweet children from Taiwan, and I have called you to love every child as your own. Love them as I love you, love them as your own."
I appreciate and covet your prayers. Our trip dates are June 5th-16th.

Life here continues to go too fast, my kids are growing up way too fast.

My Lyndlee is enjoying school and I too am enjoying teaching her. Sure, we butt heads somedays but I love watching her learn. She will be starting preschool in August and I know she will love it. She has such a sweet heart. She thinks every kid is her friend and tells us that; kids at parks, kids at the grocery store, kids everywhere. Our good friends are coming back to the states in between switching mission fields, and I was encouraging Lyndlee that we need to share our toys with our friends while they are here. I thought this would be a great lesson, but she was teaching me this morning as she was picking out her favorite toys, her special things to give to her good friend Nai. Love her heart and can't wait to see all the ways she will serve the Lord and others. She already is a good mommy to Gavin and the other kids I watch. She constantly is watching them, telling me when they are being naughty and looking out for them. Sure, she has her sister/brother moments with Gavin and they fight, but I love seeing how she loves him so!

And Gavin, I love that wild crazy kid. I have a picture of him in Taiwan, prior to his heart surgery when he was so little, tiny, pale, and wasn't eating or moving much. I have it on my fridge to look at on those days when I am pulling my hair out from going crazy, to remind me how far the Lord has brought him! God is good! I still laugh hearing Mama Bev tell him he is so calm and quiet and that she wanted to bless us with a calm child after our sweet dramatic Lyndlee. Well, he is not quiet or calm ever, well, when he is sleeping he is. I love his energy and can't wait to see all that He will do for God's kingdom. He will be on fire for the Lord and his energy will never die! He is constant and keeps us laughing. He loves food, even steals food from the other kids I watch because I guess he thinks I don't feed him enough. He is the "burp king" If you burp or he burps, he gets all serious, looks at you and says "excuse me" and if you don't acknowledge him by saying thank you or saying excuse me, he will just keep saying it over and over.

I have a great man in my life. He is such a great husband and father, always serving and loving others. I love his heart for the Lord, for our youth, for our church, for others around the world that don't know our Lord. I love how He listens to the Lord's calling, wherever that might take our family. He just wants to serve the Lord. He is jumping right on board with helping to listen to the Holy Spirit and send me to Cambodia. He is taking care of the house, the kids, everything while I am gone.
I am blessed to have such an amazing friend to share life with, to raise our children up in the Lord.

I love my quiet time with the Lord, my prayer time and Scripture reading. I usually get at least 30 minutes of quiet time with no babies or children talking to me. They are all napping peacefully! Here are some verses I am loving from Ecclesiastes.

4:6 Maybe so, but i say it is better to be content with what little you have. Otherwise, you will always be struggling for more, and that is like chasing the wind.

8:17 Nobody can understand what God does here on earth. No matter how hard people try to understand it, they cannot. Even if wise people say they understand, they cannot; no one can really understand it.

12:6 Soon your life will snap like a silver chain or break like a golden bowl. You will be like a broken pitcher at a spring, or a broken wheel at well. You will turn back into the dust of the earth again, but your spirit will return to God who gave it!